O Allah, I want to be like before anymore, I want to feel the peace that I used to feel back again. lead me to always remain in Your way.
O Allah, I want to go to college S1. if You permit, show me the way, and make it easy. I know, my parents aren't supportive. But all this I do for the future, for my family. I want to make my family happy, I want to see my parents always smiling every day they passed. O Allah, what should I do now? only I beg thee, and thee only I require. O Allah, am I selfish? whether I had sinned? because it doesn't follow the words of my parents?
O Allah, forgive me. forgive my sins, forgive all my faults and my parents, protect my parents wherever they are. give them health, heal all the diseases that exist in themselves. I'm sorry mom, dad. I have to disappoint you. I love and miss you mom, dad .. :'(